{"id":1569,"date":"2019-10-28T01:26:09","date_gmt":"2019-10-28T01:26:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/?p=1569"},"modified":"2019-10-28T01:26:09","modified_gmt":"2019-10-28T01:26:09","slug":"maybe-half%e2%80%a2alive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/?p=1569","title":{"rendered":"Maybe &#8211; half\u2022alive"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Feel the weight, fill the space in the void of my own time.<br>I&#8217;m surrounded in pain passed down through my bloodline.<br>I have tried to escape from the maze but it&#8217;s no use.<br>These chains never break, never budge, never come loose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Story&#8217;s over,<br>Story&#8217;s over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Standing still and it feels like I&#8217;m lost in a coal mine.<br>Inside, realize I&#8217;m at war in my own mind.<br>It&#8217;s a place fear creates, I&#8217;ll be here for a long time.<br>And you don&#8217;t know where I&#8217;ve been, you weren&#8217;t there on the front lines.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Story&#8217;s over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe, it&#8217;s not over.<br>Changing is found in motion.<br>Maybe there&#8217;s balance when you&#8217;re moving.<br>Could stopping bring you closer?<br>Maybe, tilts you over.<br>Leaning into the same old story,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Crossing over,<br>Crossing over.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe fear can&#8217;t define all the walls &#8217;til you enter,<br>And even blood couldn&#8217;t bind who you are at the center.<br>Could it be that you&#8217;re more than the scars on the surface,<br>As the heat is beneath all the ash of the embers?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Crossing over,<br>Crossing over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The way it&#8217;s told, there&#8217;s no more room to grow.<br>The way it&#8217;s told, there&#8217;s no return home. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"text-justify\">Feel the weight, fill the space in the void of my own time.I&#8217;m surrounded in pain passed down through my bloodline.I have tried to escape from the maze but it&#8217;s no use.These chains never break, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1569","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lyrics"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1569"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1570,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1569\/revisions\/1570"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}