{"id":2522,"date":"2025-10-19T23:03:32","date_gmt":"2025-10-19T23:03:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/?p=2522"},"modified":"2025-10-19T23:03:32","modified_gmt":"2025-10-19T23:03:32","slug":"iknowhowifeel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/excrcl.com\/?p=2522","title":{"rendered":"IknowhowIfeel"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It can be tough getting all these leading questions and comments. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;So, are you getting TONS of shoe orders lately?&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;It seems like your business is BOOMING!&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have to laugh them off and reply that no, I haven&#8217;t been getting tons of orders. I would not characterize my resole business as &#8220;booming.&#8221; Obviously, I appreciate the enthusiasm and the support, but I also have to swallow a lump in my throat. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Look, if I had a dollar for every time someone has said to me, &#8220;I&#8217;ve got at least a couple pairs of shoes for you to resole,&#8221; I&#8217;d probably have, well &#8230; the cost of a resole. Like $50. I launched the resoling business a few months ago, but after a pretty steady influx of shoes, it&#8217;s gotten slow. I know people <em>have <\/em>shoes. The difficulty is getting those shoes into my hands. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can&#8217;t say I&#8217;ve been trying all that hard to get said shoes into my hands, though. The reality is, after grinding at 3+ jobs for 10 months, I sort of hit a wall. As the shoes dwindled, I welcomed the free time. Apart from a few days with family in New York and a bachelorette weekend, I didn&#8217;t really have a summer. So, I made fall my new &#8220;summer.&#8221; I&#8217;ve soaked up these precious last days outside in comfortable weather. I&#8217;ve chipped away at my summer bucket list. And I&#8217;ve faced the tragic fact of adulthood: life is a lot more fun when you don&#8217;t work. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The last month or so has been every bit of what Matthew McConaughey calls &#8220;LIVIN.&#8221; I&#8217;ve gone climbing with new and old friends, in and outdoors. Bike riding. Catching up with a coworker over pie. I ran a marathon in New Hampshire, surrounded by so many loved ones &#8212; two sets of aunts and uncles, my parents, two middle school friends, a college friend, and two dachshunds. I returned to Colorado and immediately made plans. Three girlfriends want to trail run to a cantina for margs? Yes. Let me take another friend out to Fairplay and we&#8217;ll stay at my family&#8217;s cabin, hike around. Why not hike a fourteener with my best buddy Zach? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I got a bloody nose taking a literal sip of whiskey at my friends&#8217; pumpkin party. I saw my favorite band for the 11th time, and they played 21 songs! I watched my friend send a 5.13b on his second try. I got last-minute tickets to a show at Red Rocks, and it left my jaw on the floor for two hours straight. I&#8217;d put it in the top 5 shows I&#8217;ve ever been to &#8212; and I&#8217;ve been to a LOT of shows. Just when I thought I&#8217;d had enough, I went to a local show in town to see friends play, and had just as much as fun &#8212; in back-to-back nights. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>During that Red Rocks show (Parcels), I turned to my friend Josh and said, &#8220;This is the kind of thing that reminds you why you&#8217;re ALIVE.&#8221; So many of these experiences in the past month have invigorated me because I feel like I&#8217;m LIVIN, when the past 10 months, all I&#8217;ve done is work to live. Moreover, they&#8217;ve been invigorating because they&#8217;ve been so spontaneous, unexpected. The way life should be. Not some boring routine that you rinse and recycle. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know it&#8217;s not sustainable to push my business to the side. I&#8217;m no stranger to the grind, and I will of course get back at it. But it has been so refreshing to <em>not<\/em> stress about it for just a moment. I&#8217;ve told people that in many ways, I feel like I&#8217;ve already won. I built a freaking resole business out of nothing in 8 months. Sure, there are many times I still have no idea what I&#8217;m doing. (I was a psychology major. Nobody taught me about sales tax licenses or bookkeeping.) But I am learning constantly regardless. I&#8217;m building ad campaigns and designing graphics; I&#8217;m brainstorming all the time. Even though I&#8217;m not buried in shoes, I&#8217;m no failure. I had the guts to try this whole dang thing in the first place. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;I haven&#8217;t gotten a lot of shoes lately, but instead of working on marketing, I&#8217;ve just been goofing off,&#8221; I told my family friend, John, on the phone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, I&#8217;m sure when you look back five years from now, you&#8217;re really going to regret taking some time off to have some fun,&#8221; he responded sarcastically. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geez, I really hope not. 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